Tonight we were sitting at home resting watching Facing the Giants one of our favorite movies, The main character asked his wife "if GOD never gives us children whould you still love him?" For some reason that really spoke to me tonight and I asked that question of myself ~If God asked me if your husband is stuck in this job and you never get out would you still love Him? If He never again has his own ministry and He never USES you again in ministry would you still love HIM? Yes. as fustrated as I have been this year He has still blessed us and I have nothing to feel lacking in my life. I have a wonderful Husband who love GOD and loves me, wonderful Children that GOD has intrusted in my care and amazes me with every day, a roof over my head, food on my table, people around me that if I needed them they would be there for me, what more should I want? If that is all GOD wants of me that is enough.
as we end the Gagorian Year I ask myself what do I want to strive for in myself this year..... the answer simply is that I don't want to worry about what I WANT I want to think about what HE wants from me.
HE has called to be to be HIS CHILD, a WIFE, A mother, A teacher, A singer and a keeper of the home and I need to focus on those things first and formost.
AND IF and WHEN HE wants more from me I will be ready to answer HIS CALL.
Pro_31:28 Her children rise up and call her blessed; Her husband also, and he praises her:
Psa_27:1 A Psalm of David. The LORD is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid?
the final question is will I be content with his will in my life?
I hope this speaks to you who read this too in some way!!!
Shalom.

